im going down in flames for you ♫

self inflicted - katy perry
i LOVE her.
she's brilliant :)

♫ im still breathing, but we've been for a while, this sickness has no cure, we're going down for sure ♪
im still breathing ;) also an AWESOME song :D
hehe.

im in quite a good mood still :)
clare (josh's mum) came round for a few hours tonight.
had so much fun :L
she ended up drunk sitting on the floor with me :L
and we both started crying when i was talking about my childhood and my dad etc.
haha :)
then had a good moan about men.
good grief.
ive had enough of them..and im only 16 :L :L

was v.fun tonight though :)
went round lou's earlier too.
she's coming over tomo morning at 9.30!!! D;
im not getting up til 9 :L pahaha! :P
ill be in jimjams!! ;) LOL!
and she's staying til 12, and then dad's picking me up at half 12 :) hehe. :D ♥
shall be tres fun ;) xD

dum de dum.
im actually speaking to josh on fb.
we're friends now.
hmm..lets see how that works out.
as we appa cant talk about feelings anymore.
though i happily tell all my friends what im feeling :L
its weird..i never thought i'd make a BEST friend at college :)
but jee is now :)
my 3 best friends. ♥
my sister, my twin and my lover ;) pahahahaha :D

i kissed a girl ♫ LOL :) irony!

well ive been getting plenty of lezzy jibes recently :L
from lh and scot in partic. gah :L
n.mind..ill live ^^

actually went shopping with scot yesterday.
met kimmy and kursty.
that was....very awkward :L
paha :)
but got lou's pressie. (Y)
nomnom :)

josh is pestering me to finish this blog.
makes a change. :L

hmm..
one good thing out of this mess..
i dont feel anything for matt anymore :)
a year ago, i was slowly turning insane over him :L
seriously.
2 years ago actually..was when i went mad.
i started talking to spiders..and stars.
for about a year.
then the whole matt thing kicked off.
hmm.
i can remember one night, he didnt text me for a whole day, i actually sat on the settee rocking.
and kept getting up to change settees.
hmm...mad times :L
lh can vouch that that was true..though she was on the pc and wasnt paying much attention :L
haha :)

i wish i had a best boy friend.
scot's the closest thing to.
but thing's with him now..arent awkward as such...but we're just not bffs. :L
havent been since josh.
shame.
*shrugs*..things end up that way i guess.
knew it was gonna happen.

haha :) im getting better with my predictions.
i didnt have to look as i crossed the road yesterday at the lights :)
and i was the only one who crossed about a second before the light changed to amber ;)
and it happened twice ^^
im good ;)

good grief..now jee's nagging me!! :L
hahaha :)
this blog's pretty shit tbh :L
n.mind.

oh, when im 18, im gonna go mad. :)
getting a cupcake tattoo on my foot :D
found it on google yesterday.
looks BLOODY AWESOME!!!! :D :D
haha :)
and getting snakebites :)

for now, im gonna get my nose pierced.
and maybe scaffolding (Y)
looks pretty ace tbh :)

gonna go with jee to get her tattoo done. :)
hopefully! :L
if her mother ever lets her out/lets me round.
blimey o reily.

lou suggested herself, robin (her bf), me and jee went on a double date after xmas. :)
ice skating and the cinema ;)
hahaha :L
louise iceskating is HILARIOUS!!!
she's crazy legs :D
really really really fast, mad legs going everywhere and falls over a lot!! :D pahahaha :P
im just really slow, but i hardly ever fall ;)
HAH :P
be nice to meet robin though (Y) :) best friend check ;)

ahh, texting lh atm too :)
love that loon ;)
im in such a loving mood :D

ok..finishing this now..
cba ;)

love y'all ;)

toodles!!

Lora :) xx