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Hulloooo thar bloggers!! :)

Sorrryyyy for not writing in DONKS!

Have had abso no time :L

Well i'll tell you about several occasions...

My birthday..♥

Twas actually quite fun. :)

Vampire party avec Lh, Bibbs, Jo and Josh was mad. :P

I ended up in a black vest top, black skirt and fishnet tights.

Well i ended up flashing everyone and with a MA-HOO-SIVE crotch hole in the tights!! Hahahahahahaha! :P

My party itself..

Well opened prezzies in the morning. iPod off my vati!! :)

Which im listening to now ;) Lily Allen - 22 ♥♥

Loads of people came, and about 11 of us were on the trampoline at the same time :L

Hahaha :D

It creaks a heck of a lot more than it used to!!!! :P

Results Day...;

Well me, Bibbs and Josh went to Bilborough first and had quite a larf there. Josh is SO embarrassing sometimes!! :L :L :L Haha :P

Then went to Broomfield for about 2 hours and enrolled :) le woop!!! ;D

Jodie's Party..:L

Hmm..:L it was certainly...different!! Everyone (bar me, Lucy and Dale - her bf) got drunk.

End of the night:-

Josh crying all over me, convinced i hate him and telling me how much he hates Scot and Slag.

Lou crying about how she's gonna miss me and then asking me about 50 times where her shoes are..when i'd just put them on her feet. (and oh yes, i actually had to lift her foot and put them on as she was about paraletic)

Reen telling me some disturbing secrets ♥ and throwing up in a bucket for most of the night.

Jodie rushing around like a mad drunk loon (which she actually is) making sure we were all ok and not letting me talk to Josh properly :L oh..and she kept kissing my nose!!!

Fun? Nope. :L Not for me!!!!

Oh and i got to hear Josh pee behind my head! :L that will stay with me FOREVER!!!!!!

Listening to Ting Tings - Thats Not My Name.

Gonna change it..this song is annoying :L :L

Alfie - Lily Allen ♥♥♥ :)

10th December!!!! :D

Anyway, so i got Lou's prezzie FINALLY sorted out today.

No idea how im gonna get it uptown at 8-57AM!!!!!! on Monday. ;O :L

N.mind.

..im not posting what it is incase she reads it ;)

Took me FOREVER though :O :P

A.Linder, Diff and Cam coming down tomo at 5pmish :) ill be at my vati's til 6pm though.

Cant wait to see them xD

Us kiddiewinkles are sleeping in le tent (Y) wahey!! :L

I officially hate my pc. :L

Facebook STILL hasnt loaded : : :

TUT!!

America's Sweethearts (8) ♥

Fav song :)

God i had a proper pig out today.

Made up for my depression last night.

I randomly started thinking about how crappy the world can be. :S

Hmm..worrying.

Then Josh told me for AAAAGES how he hates the song "Waking Up In Vegas - Katy Perry" because of the whole...scot...thing.

AND THEN IT CAME ON THE RADIO ON THE WAY HOME!!!! :

The irony is almost killing me!!! :L :L

So we're all getting together for Lou's bday on Tuesday :) scot's going. So is Josh.

Hmm.

They both want to "meet with each other".

Me thinks NOT!

Told Lou.

First thing she said is No. :L

See! She agrees!!

*rolls eyes* men. :P

Gorra' love 'um though. ♥ even if they are VERYYYYYYY confusing!!!!!!

I mean..Josh rejected me for a kiss today (sob!!) because i was angry at him!!?? Even though i was the one who kissed him!!!!??!! Because he thought i was doing it because i had to. ;O

IM NOT THAT DEEP!!

I dont think these things through THAT much! Bloody hell :L

Bilborough offered me a place this afternoon....:L

Tut!

Im still going to Broomfield though. ♥

Oh, i got mainly B's and C's for my results btw.

But i got a D in maths. D;

It's official...i fail at maths :L i have it on paper to prove it!!! :L

Retaking it.

And can still get into college so its fine. :)

Josh got £300!!!!! for his results!!!

FLIPPING HECK!!!!!!!

Ill be lucky to get £50!! :L :L :L

Tut tut. :P

Kirsty's sleeping tonight.

She's in the living room watching The Simpsons. :)

FACEBOOK HAS LOADED!!! HALLEEELUUUYAHHH!!!! :L

Going now :)

Toodles!!

Lora :) xx

Yet more..

Heyy :D

I havent actually slept since i posted my last blog :L

Just a few hours have gone by. :P

It's half 3am and im in bed with Lh who's complaining about Kerry eating a kebab :L

Rofl! She does make me giggle :D :D

Fallout boy <3

I miss Connor :L (random mate i met at campsite in Wales)

He nearly made me throw up when he was pushing me on the roundabout though.

I talked to Scot earlier.

And he told Conor (diff one..his.."mate") that i used to fancy him!! D;

Argh! Bastard ;L

Also randomly talked to Chris earlier.

Asked him if he was still coming to my party tomo.

He swore a lot :L

Appa he forgot :P

But he's gonna try and make it.

Bless him. <3

He is really sweet tbh :L

If a tad chavvy!! xD

Wanted to talk to Josh tonight and told him to phone me at 11, but he didnt! Must have fallen asleep or something.

That's nice isnt it?! :L

So i ended up phoning loads of randoms. :P

God..

Still freaked out im gonna be 16.

Lh gave me a really sweet lil' booklet she'd made me. :)

Tis v. nice with a cute letter inside that is sooo true xD :L

Love her to bits :D :L

She appa cba :L And is now probs gonna read what im writing! (Y) Yup...she is. :) Hahaha. :D

Scot randomly wrote a new blog for the first time in donks.

It had both me and Lh on it. (Y) Proud :L

Toodlepip :)

Lora :) xx

Back again ;D

Bonjour!! ;D

Im le back from loonland xD

Hahaha :P

So yush i have returned from the wet land of Wales :)

It was very groovy and amusing there :L

But i am soooo much happier to get home :D :D :D

Im at Lh's atm (Y) :)

She's put Devil Wears Prada on :L

Ace movie.

So..im 16 tomorrow!! As it's about half 1am! Hahaha :D

My sleepover tomo too. :)

Well...i spent most of my time in Wales at the club :L

Me and Kirsty did mad dancing to JLS :P Fun times :L :L :L

Haha :)

So Scot's appa bought me a bday pressie.

And wants to meet up with me to give it me.

Hmmm..

Good idea?

:S

Everything's just a bit of a blur at the mo! Hmm. :L

Well appa Lh has also got a bday pressie for me that i can have tonight because it's just between the two of us!!! ;D <3

Me likey xD hehehe. :P

I want it! :L

16.

...

Wow.

Thats old. ;O

Hmm.

:L

Off now :)

Mwa!!

Toodles,

Lora :) x

A weird day..

Bonjour bloggers! :)

Well today was DEFO a weird day..

To begin with, Me and Lou went down the park for Gareth's 16th gettogether, then Jack joined us, and finally Scot, Chloe and Cherryne did. Then Gareth FINALLY got there! :L nearly an hour late!!

Then Scot, Chlo and Reenie went off to meet "someone" (they didnt say who at the time) and me, Jack and Lou went uptown to meet Josh.

So us four wandered around for a bit, went to Wilko's..Lou spilt coke down Josh :L that was so funny :P

We decided to go back to Vicki Park...and bumped into Scot and Kimmy. Scot then told me he wanted to talk to me and i listened to what he had to say (luuurrvee problems) and advised him what to do.

Then i went back over to Josh, Jack and Lou who were standing nearby..ish.

Scot followed me over...: daft sod.

He does push his luck with Josh!!!

And, he even had the cheek to say to Josh "take care" !!!!!!! Tut. :L

Once he started laughing, i couldn't resist joining in.

He truly has the most addictive laugh ive ever heard, a proper man laugh. :L

So anyway, i told him off for smoking about 20005746867435635 packets of cigarettes in the space of 20 minutes, and he went off with Kimmy, Jade and Reenie.

Then Josh was being REALLY funny with me for the rest of the day :/

I mean, what am i meant to do?

I have to support Scot! He's at a seriously bad point atm and im not just gonna turn around and go "oh i cant talk to you anymore ever because my boyfriend hates you..a lot"

Maybe hate isnt strong enough? :S

Although i dont blame him.

I cant hate Scot.

He's too emotional.

Anyway..so i felt seriously left out for most of the day, then Lou went home at 3, and me, Jack and Josh wandered for 15 mins before just me and Josh waiting outside of Lou's for my vati to pick me up.

I tried to talk to Josh but SOMEBODY (Bibbs!!) came outta her house and interrupted it. :L

She doesnt get a hint. :)

Fortunately, i managed to cheer Josh up via text once i was at my vati's.

Uggh. Noone ever cheers ME up!!

Im always the one who supports people :/

But im in an even worse position than Josh and Scot! Yet noone seems to care :/

What sort of choice is it between your ex best friend of 2 years and your boyfriend who you love a heck of a lot. :/

Its a stupid and impossible choice. :(

...i just hope i dont have to make a decision.

(btw, obviously im not gonna dump Josh, but i still dunno what to do about Scot)

I mean, Scot said to me recently that he's not playing this crazy game anymore and just wants to be best friends again...nothing more, nothing less.

Which is fair enough.

But Josh wont believe me when i say ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN!!!!

He seriously needs to trust me on that :/

The kiss was a mistake.

A fault.

The end of something and the start of something else.

It woke me up and now i can think clearly. :)

*sigh*...just a one off...

..a personal fault...

Im only human. :/

Besides, Josh isnt exactly pure! :( i specifically asked him not to see..*shiver* Baldimort anymore and he still did! Tut.

Alwell, that's far in the past and im over it now :D

This whole mess just bums me out sometimes :/

Noone can understand the position im in.

..flipping 'eck im sounding like Scot now!!!! :L

Scary thought.

Anyway bloggers,

Im off on my jolies (yet again) tomo to Wales with my mutti, Kirsty and A.Jan, so i wont talk for....8 or 9 days. :)

Ill try and write a blog on the day i get back..no promises though. ;)

Gonna really miss everyone :/

Me and Josh always end up being miffed off with each other if we're away for that long.

Well...actually he always goes in a mood with me!! :L :L

*shrugs* Thats life. :)

Toodles you crazy lot ;)

Love ya!!

Lora :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Guess who's back..;)

Bonjour my pallies!!

Have you missed me? I bet you have ;)

So..my holiday with Bibbs was ace :L

We had fun getting chatted up by 12 year olds, going on the dance machines, swimming fully clothes in the sea, singing on the beach wall to everyone (people actually listened!! :D) and generally having a good larf. :D

I read my boyfriend's blog recently (http://www.joshtheboo.blogspot.com/) - if you wanted to have a nose - although he may kill me for posting the URL..but that's the whole point of blogs! :D

He writes so different to me :L i write like a loon :P *crosses eyes*

So i was talking to Scot today and last night because something big kicked off and he needed comforting. (Y) He's much happier now :D and im glad. He also suggested we move on from the past and just be friends, nothing more, nothing less from now on. I think its a rather good idea tbh because i have noone else to talk to at 2am on msn! :L LOL :P

Not sure Josh'll think it's such a good idea though..hmm...

I asked Laura about that and she told me to tell him to just get used to it and he should accept that being friends with Scot makes me happy and that he should be happy im happy.

...im not gonna say that though. :L That's far too harsh!!! Im not mean like that. :)

Things'll sort themselves out...they always do.

Im actually under strict orders to make this blog by Josh. He must be bored because my blogs are BOORRRIIINNGGGG :D

Hahaha :P

It's Gareth's bday do at 11am at Vicki Park tomo.

Im gonna phone Bibbs inna bit to organise me going over her house at about 10amish, then popping uptown to get him a card and going over to meet everyone. :)

I know that Amanda's gonna try and go, me, Lou, Scot are...Josh might be..not sure if he is yet...and a few more randomers are.

Gareth (weirdly) invited Baldimort (deadly enemy - she snogged Josh...but lets not go into that!..) ..but i dunno if she's going. She'd better not. Cba to put up with her!! It'll just spoil things.

Speaking of spoilt, my mum spent £75 in Matalan today!! ;O coorrrr!! Rich much? :L

I got loooads of luuurvly new things :D

My new jacket and black heels seriously make me look about 20 and that im going for a job interview! :P high five on that! ;D

Life is quite fabbity fab atm. :)

Shame i have to go on holiday Wednesday :/

But, IM WITH KIRSTY! :L

Sorry about caps, and i dunno why im so excited that im with my lil' cousin, but she makes tent life for 8 days SOOOOO much more bearable!

Plus when we complain together, noone can stand it ;)

I shall write a bloggity blog tomo night when i'm back from my Vati's, but then i cant write one til the 20th!! ;O

Tis Ynnan's (my nanny) 71st on the 21st too! ;O Hehe :P

And my 16th on the 24th xD

16 and LEGAL BABY!!

But mutti's making me have this pesky cervical cancer jab and im strictly forbidden from having sex til ive finished the course of injections.

I think i have to have three or something. :/

Uggh.

Alwell.

We've lasted for 4 months so far! Hahaha :D i think we can last a few more weeks. :)

I hope!! :P

I soooo need to find a slutty vampire outfit for my sleepover.

Hmm.

Any ideas? Let me know!!

This has been Lora Corser,

Signing off ;)

Mwa!!!

Toodles,

Lora :) x

Autoerotique..

Bonjour!! :)

Well today's been vair groovy tbh. :)

Went shop-shop-shopping with my mutti and bought lottttssss of naaaice things. :D

High five on that one! ;) (h5)

Spose i'd better tell you bloggers about the whole thing with me and Scot that i conviniently missed out :S

Well i was round his a few weeks back to sort things out..and we were listening to Katy Perry (Thinking of You) and i just layed on his chest (he was laying on his bed) and we talked for about 5 mins or so...then Waking Up In Vegas came on (i now hate that song) and i sort of looked down at him to chat. Then it went randomly quiet and he was sort of staring into my eyes and i couldnt look away. Then he leant up and kissed me. :/ *sigh* actually..i say kiss..it was more like a snog! But that wasnt of my own accord. Twas not MOI who shoved MY tongue into HIS mouth. :L

Anyway, so after that, it went SUPER awkward and i ran to the bus stop and walked the rest of the way home in la rain. :/

Guilty? That's an understatement!!!

So i decided to tell Josh about it..and i did the next day. That was a lovely conversation..: but he strangely said that he already knew and he'd known for ages it was gonna happen.

Which tbh, i had to.

I'd had visions and dreams of it happening. :S

Freaky deaky? Me thinks so!

But everything is funky-monkey now. :)

And i dont really regret it, because now me and Scot are at a healthy point in our acquantinceship. (Y) long word. :L cant spell it. (for once!) :)

Josh is so weird, he didnt even show any emotion when i told him. :/ apart from laughing. And when i asked him what was funny, he told me i was rocking side to side (which i do when im nervous) ....!?

Like i always say....boys...who understand them truly?!!?!!! And bloody well give that person my email address!!!!!! :L :P

So fellow bloggers and blog readers...this'll be my last post for the next week as im off on my jollies tomo with my bestiie mate Bibbs. :)

So toodle pip, and ill write again next saturday/sunday. ;)

Love you all muchly!!!!

Lora :) xxxxxxxxxxxx

P.S. I say i love you..but i dont really!!!!!

P.P.S. Kidding :) x