do i regret it or not?

well i tried...
but failed :L
sorry josh.

had my first day of work experience today.
twas alright really.
hard work and im quite tired now and just want to lay down for a bit.
though my leg hurts now.
never mind.
ill be rate.
...

theres some really cute cats at cats protection :)
busby the kitten, greystone this grey and white sad looking pusscat and my fav..patience :) she looks like she's part persian because of her squished face :D ♥

not looking forward to tomo tho :L
just cba.
alwell..only 2 weeks and 4 days to go....

i should be hungry..seeing as i havent eaten since lunchtime apart from 4 mini eggs (go izzy's mum! you rock!)..but ive been nomming on 'talc mints' (tah annie) so im not hungry anymore :L
hmm...
bowl of coco pops...
VS..
bowl of chicken soup..
??!!!

♫ how did we get here, when i used to know you so well.

god i love paramore.
decode ♥

did more drawings last night..well...two..
one of alice (deviantart fursona... http://www.missloraamy.deviantart.com/ <<>

just my thoughts at the time on who am i.
i dont even understand myself.
hmm.

i havent been too bad today..just.....numb.
again.
still.
i can put on a very good face :)
theres been a few true smiles..but thats about it.
i dont really have many reasons to be happy.
im not healthy.
im not loved.
i dont have anything to make me happy.
apart from lh and my fam'.
occasionally bibbs..so it seems these days.
which is the biggest shame ever :/
i may have to go round hers thursday.
ill have to see.
maybe friday? hmm...

will shove some random pics on here from half term i guess.

xx