*blank expression*

im like a zombie.
except im feeling.
feeling way way too much.
it's ok, ill get so overwhelmed by it, that ill be numb again.

listening to katy perry.

just read annie's blog.
i wish my life were as happless as hers.
the only worry being college assignments.
tho they are a worry too.

jee is out down the pub with her mates.
i hope she's having fun.
she needs it.

and so im sitting her at my computer, after talking to josh and luke and getting a lot of "you'll be alright"'s ...feeling shit. been crying a bit too, but stopped now.

mum's watching white chicks.

i wish i could describe everything im feeling.
but that would mean explaining the entire situation.
which isnt good.

i choked on a scotch pancake earlier.
was worth it.

x

p.s. the pictures are of happier times.