Events..

bonjour loyal readers!
imma fraid today's blog is gonna be a really pissy one aimed at a certain person..
...well...people.
but i dont hate one.

basically...went round to Bibbs's today for a bit cause i hadnt seen her in donks.
ive missed that loon! :)
and she said we had to pop to jodie's for a bit as she'd left her scarf there..
so she phoned jo..and jo said josh was gonna be round.
bibbs asked if i'd be ok with it..and i said id be rate.
so we went round jo's...
and waved to a random santa just outside her front door xD
then walked inside..and josh was already in there.
he said to both me and lou "did you wave at santa?"
bibbs wasnt listening..so i replied "yep"
and THAT ...folks...was our amazing conversation tonight!
we seriously didnt talk again.

the thing that REALLY pissed me off..was jodie being all over him all night.
fair do's she was tipsy..
but thats no excuse :
i was blates sitting in the same room, about a metre away from them..
and she was just putting her head on his shoulder all night..
and giving him right flirty looks.
:
and then went to sleep with her head on his lap.

i.

am.

NOT.

impressed!!!

i dont wanna fall out with her.
but this has REALLY narked me off!!!!

even if i'm getting over him now..
still...
it's only been 3 fucking weeks..actually 2 weeks and 6 days..but who's counting. :L
so im NOT chuffed at all with that.

and i hate him.

:)

that's all m'dears :)
obtw..went shopping today and bought a new coat ;)
and also got some new gold sneakers ;) shiinyyy
and the new all time low cd :D
which i plan to listen to when i go to beddy byes :)
really need a shower...not gonna wash my hair...ceebs xP

that's all folks!! ;)

toodles!!

Lora :) xx

Bury me. ♫

hallooo dar :)
well...i thought i'd be lovely and write ANOTHER blog :D

today was pretty boring actually :L
farm livestock was HELL D;
but last lesson we had health, and i held cornflake the corn snake (tehe), a tarantula and some ferrets :D
awwwuhh..i want a ferret :/
my mum's a bit mean though and wont let me have one cause of the spazzacats (N)

tomorrow dont have to go to college.
authorized absence ;)
HELL YEAH :D
so me..and just izzy now..are going to derby :L
pahaha..massive fail or what?
but i need to go anyway to get my mum's xmas pressie :)

*sneezes*
oops!

mum booked 2 standing tickets for 30 seconds to mars next february!
eeep :D
james (lh's bf) might be going..so if he is...jee is coming. :)

Guns and Roses :) ♥
Overlistened to them in '07 baaaaaaad!! :L
Yet i cba to change the song :D

it's bibbs's snowball tonight. :)
she's trying to get this lad called robin.
hope it all goes well ;)
pahahaha :D
good grief..im the singleton now D;
well...kinda single but tyed to someone? :L

on thursday, jee is sleeping mine again. :)
and annie's sleeping at jess t's.
so we're gonna go down vicki park and meet up with lou and jodie ;D
though staying sober this time me thinks!!
pahahahaha :D
even though last time was BLOODY FUNNY!!! xD
s'all gooood :D

toodles!!

Lora :) xx

Sex bum :)

wowa..im actually in a really good mood :D
hahaha :)


looking forward to seeing lou next week though :D
hopefully gonna have a sleepover either here or there.
i prefer her house though ;)
hint hint bibbs!! :P hahaha, i know she reads this ♥ ilu!!

also, trying to get jee to sleep over thursday, so we could go to vicki park in the evening if she fancies and meet up with lou and jodie :) ive missed those two :L

♫ sex BUM sex BUM...yourra sex BUM :D
my interpretation of the classic tom joney song ;) pahahaha :D

well i LOVE LOVE LOOOOVVVEEE my new jumper!!! :D
its BLOODY GORGEOUS!!!!
ill see if i can find a photo of it on le internet ;)

maneater - nelly furtado.
ok this (along with milkshake - kelis) is my theme tune!!
pahahahahahaha :D

just looking at some old pics atm :)
ahhh...good times :D
hehe. ^^

had a right feast in tutorial today :L
was v. fun :)
though i was being a bit of a grump (sorry jee!) when everyone had photos with 2 pringles in their mouths (classic duck pose) and i wouldnt have one.
dunno why...just got really freakishly self concious. :L
my bad everyone!! :) ♥

omgosh..this jumper smells of bibbs? :L
*sigh* i miss the smell of her!!
she smells so homely!! :P
pahahahaha :D
probably because everyday in may, june and july i went round her house in the morning, then when we had exams, i went back to hers afterwards :D
so i saw her basically everyday and always spent loads of time at hers ^^
plus went on holiday with her :P
im gonna get her to come on holiday with me and the folks this year!
YEAHHH :D
fun times ;)

hmm..i think i ought to plan a huuuge trip for next year. :)
if jee can drive (and she's taking her lessons now so lets hope she can get a car by then)...although izzy is doing lessons and she's already got a car :D
so one of those two can drive...though we may have to use 2 cars! :L
if not, we'll go by train. :P
or someone can sit on the floor of the car xD pahaha!
as there's 6 of us..hmm...actually...there wont be enough room for 2 people to sit on the floor!! :L
hahahahahaha xD
well we'll take 2 cars :)
yeahhh ♥
and drive down to newquay. :)
and spend like, 5 days there or something :D :D :D
yeya! (Y)

sounds like a plan ;)
haha :)

wowa this is a right essay of a blog!! :D
hmm..tomo should be pretty alright actually.
3 hours of hugh and linda, but everyone's doing xmassy themed stuff..so 3 hours of just basically messing around. :)
though we actually do that normally xD
pahaha :P
hmm...wednesday will be rate too...i know we're watching a dvd in nursing..but not sure what else. :)
thursday should be pretty good too :)
if jee sleeps over
ill also get annie to get the ferrets out with me if jo (tutor) says s'ok :D
awwwuhh, nanook and louie ♥
fezzas :D

god my pc HATES http://www.newlook.co.uk/ :L
pahahaha :P
well ill put the link of my new oompa-loompa-jumper on here....
http://www.newlook.co.uk/1697406/169740604/ProductDetails.aspx

yeahhhh!! :D

.........why am i listening to miley cyrus??
*changes song*
.........
Linkin Park - Numb. :)
LOVE this song right now ;) ♥

well the longer i make this blog...the more piccies i can add to it! :D
yeya!! xD hehehehe. :P

oooo...ill write little notes to everyone :)

Bibbs..
Can i sleep yours next monday or something? :) ♥
We'll get some ben and jerry's in, play on the sims and watch some movies :D
Love you :) ♥ xxxxxxxx

Josh..
Thought i'd just mention that my new jumper is one of those really baggy ones that goes off one shoulder.
You always wanted me to get one....:L

Lh..
Miss you already duuuude!! :(
And i'll try and arrange a party (as seen above) for New Years ;)

Right my chums and chumettes...
As this blog is FREAKISHLY long..
Ill be off on my jolly way now :)
Good luck Jee and well done for reading all of that on your phone! ;)
PAHAHA :D

Byee all! ;)

Toodles!!

Lora :) xx

Your beauty is not just an art ♫

hallo darr my fellow odd bloggers ;)
im right in the mood for writing another blog for some reason!
hahahaha :D

well atm im listening to undisclosed desires. :)
muse c'est BRILLIANT :D tres tres muchly :)
also talking to bibbs.
i miss that girl! :( :(
i miss our random chats about harry potter, how miss mcmanus blates should get with mr morrow and 'the list' which we still havent finished! :P

spoke to jee again today...
actually...
i dont believe ive had a day where i havent spoken to her at least once in about a month!
hahaha :D

on a slightly worse note..it's been 2 weeks and 3 days...
im not counting down the days or anything..*rolls eyes* :L
bleurgh.
feeling a lot better than i was.
not depressed anymore.
but..i just miss a lot of things.
like dancing to she-wolf while i washed the dishes.
and i attacked him with soap bubbles and basically soaked his shirt through.
the picnic at his this summer after an exam day.
playing mariokart and attempting to beat him..i think i did once or twice?

the last proper time i saw him wasn't very nice though. :/
that was when he was being really nasty to me.
and even said i had too much makeup on.
pffft..he's a boy?
he doesnt know about makeup for heavens sake.

anyway...enough about him.
he's part of my past.
he can stay there.
seeing as he's not talking to me like a friend.
he can bugger off.
im NOT having another re-run of matt.
i do wish to live!!! D;

gonna dye my hair blue and black i think :)
jee's suggestion (Y)
s'all good. ^^


so..chrimbooo is nearly upon us bloggers?
only 12 days to go ;)
pahaha :D
cant wait :)
it's gonna be good. :D
im glad i have jee ♥
and im also glad lh has unlimited texts!! :P
i wish bibbs did. D; damn her and her £10 credit :L hahahaha :D

muse ♥


ooo, lily allen was BRILLIANT t'other day!!! :D :D :D
sooo good!
me and lh had super sore throats by the end of it!!
hahahahahahaha :P


need to wrap annie's xmas pressie.
hmm.


enough rambles from me :)
toodles!! :)

Lora :) xx

What if i say im not like the others..♫

Spoke to Josh last night.
He didnt seem to respond much..so after a while..i didnt bother.

I feel like making lists....

Reasons why im glad im single.
1. I dont have to make as much effort by texting.
2. Less effort clothes and makeup-wise.
3. I can snog whoever i want with no conciquences.
4. No more worrying about jealousy.
5. No more worrying about his fidelity.
6. More freedom to talk to whoever i want.
7. No more arguments.
.......ok ive ran out :L

Reasons why i miss being in a relationship
1. Having someone to talk to about the crap you do everyday like not enough makeup, the busyness of the bus, long college hours, how long your fingernails are etc.
2. Having someone to call at night and have to whisper incase you get caught.
3. Having someone to go out with all the time who's always happy to see you.
4. Having a second family.
5. The hugs, the kisses, the pure closeness physically and emotionally.
6. The feeling that you're wanted.
7. The self confidence that no matter what state you look like, that person will always love you.
8. Being able to brag to your friends.
9. Feeling superior to singletons.
10. Having a whole album on your phone dedicated to that person.
11. Being able to answer all the "your other half" notes on Facebook.
12. Having someone to talk about to new people or distant family members.
13. Not being lonely and isolated.
14. The bliss.
15. The funny moments.
16. The times i always did something stupid, like fall over, or trip over some weights...
17. Playfighting.
18. Tickling.
19. "In A Relationship" status on facebook.
20. Just hanging out together and talking.
21. Being able to give bitchy looks to anyone ogling your partner.
22. The security.
23. Nonestop texting all day.
24. The 'moments' when you stare into that person's eyes and realise that they've become your everything and that your heart may explode with just how much you love them.

Ohh dear...well the latter list GREATLY outweighs t'other one :L hahaha..:P

Toodles :)

Lora :) xx

no feelings..

hey there.


well, ive finally realised that me and josh are over.
i spoke to him last night too.
that was.....hard. :/
this whole thing is like what i went through this january with matt....but about 1000 times worse.
my whole being hurts.
and i havent been able to breathe in a while.





went to see new moon today.
that was a mistake.
ive always said ...him and edward share some qualities, just the mannerisms.
and it reminded me of him.
flinching.





i came out of the cinema back in my zombie state.
not particularly nice.





now ive got time to think about him again.
........i dont have any words to describe this sense of loss.
its like nothing ive ever experienced.
no pain, just numbness, absolutely nothing.
i can feel that i should be feeling things, pain, upset, love for my friends, gratefulness.
but i cant feel anything.





i dont want to love again.



i havent decided how im gonna get through this yet.
im still working on a plan.
at the moment, im just keeping myself busy all the time.
thats why im looking forward to college tomorrow.
being around people always cheers me up.
but noone understands just how much this hurts.
i put on a brave face.





even though scot says he's felt heartbreak before.
i dont think he's had it like this, not with me anyway.



i think my cut's gonna scar.
i hope not.





and music.
i cant listen to love songs.



it hurts to hear louise talk about him.





everything about my life this year has been about him.
since april.
i cant even remember what i was like before then.





he doesnt love me.
he may care about me enough to not want to hurt my feelings.
but thats it.





i dont know if it's a good or bad thing that he doesnt.
good because i can try and get over it.
bad because it hurts.





i decided on a clean break.
ouch.



muse.
they're safe.
my personal haven.
and fall out boy.
thank god for their pointless songs that noone can understand.





short term, i breathe, eat, drink, sleep, be brave.
long term, i cant see what's gonna happen.
and i dont like being blind.
its worrying.





i was right.
i told them i was gonna end up malicious.
i am.
im sorry scot for being nasty.
get on with your life.
noone deserves me as such a burden.





but ill find someone else to burden with my problems.
thats inevitable.
im such a nasty person.
i dont mean to be.





i guess this is my just dessert.
yey.

p.s. here come the tears..

Love bipolar..

Yeah i'm listening to Katy Perry - Hot and Cold (Y)

Uggh.

Well, me and Josh broke up. D;

bleurgh.

Last night was pretty awesome (Y)
Apart from breaking up obvs.
But me and Jee (Jess H) went down to the park and met up with Jess T, Annie, Lauretta, Scot and later Lou and Jo came down. (Y)
Was bloody funny!!
Annie drunk is SOOOOO funny!! :L

Then Josh came to the park cause he'd gone on my facebook and seen some emails that me and Scot had sent each other. :/
Scot's fell out with me now cause he feels Jee has replaced him.
And atm, she has.
She's my little light in this big black hole.

Feel crap today.

Im wearing my pj top, shorts, smudged eyeliner, hair that looks like i've been dragged through several bushes (oo err) and tummy ache D;
Bleuurgh.

Anyway...got nothing else to write on this.
Im just not feeling anything at the mo.

Toodles,

Lora x

obtw, the pic is of me and jee.

I will never surrender :)

Hallooo darr spazzaloons ;D

Well many groovy things have happened recently.
:)

Went to Bibbs' t'other day.
Was so much fun to just hang out and eat pizza and mac cheese :D
And pineapples! ;)
Hahahaha :P ive missed that loon!!

Me and Josh had another fall out t'other day.
He called me annoying? :/
Nice or what? :L
Fortunately im over it now.
Im lovely like that ;) ^^

Went to see New Moon earlier ;D
Was SOOOO ace!!!!!!!
:P better than twlight!
Me and Lh were at the front of the queue, and as mutti gave the man the tickets, she shouted RUUUUN, and we did!!! :L we were first inside the theatre room and got first choice of seats!!! xD ahahahaha :P was tres amusing ;D

Oh, went shopping in notts today :)
Ended up getting mousse foundation, powder, mascara, a Bullet For My Valentines tee, a black (slightly see through) long sleeved tee (that lh also got! ;D) and some MITTENS! :D
Pink!!!
And knittedd!!!!! xD love them!! :P hahahahaha.

Todays been pretty darn fun tbh ;D
Me and Lh are just lounging around tomo probs :L
And hopefully dying my hair!! :P ahaha.

Sleeping over hers tomo too :)

College is pretty ace these days :)
I still miss school loads, but college is great ;D

Lh got into bilbs btw :)
Hehehe ;D

Right...tis all for now me thinks :)
Write again soooooon! :)

Toodles!!

Lora :) xx

Hurrah :)

Ahhh bonjour mon pallies ;)
Well today has been a larf and a half :D
Went round Josh's this afternoon and played on the wii with his sister until he got back from col.
Yeah i dont have col on fridays ^^ (h5)
Then we just chatted, watched scrubs, friends etc. ;D

My lovely mutti has tidied my roomy so now i can watch tele!!!
Haha :D
And she stuck my 3d poster of Twilight up ;)
Hurrah! :D
Ohh and she bought me these twi stickers especially for ds lite's that are now living on my ds :D
But i havent put the front one on because i didnt wanna cover up the heart i stuck on months ago ^^

Sooo i should be getting a new phone next weekend :)
Oooo and Lh is coming down on thursday!
She has her bilbs interview ;)
And we're (hopefully both) going to see New Moon :)
I defo am with muttidoodle, but Lh has to book the tickets yet!
Get phoning girl! :D

Went to Jodie's with Lou last night. :L
Scot wanted us to call for him..and we needed a brolley, so we did.
It was POURING it down! :O
Havent seen it rain so much in yonks!!!
But then we made him walk back in the rain by himself...
and stole his brolley ;)
......which we broke 5 minutes later!!
Hahahahahahaha :D
But later fixed!!!!! :D
Then Josh met us at Jodie's and we chit-chatted ^^

At my vatis tomoooo. :)
Hopefully going somewhere warm and dry!
LOL :)

Obtw i have a college trip to The Deep next wednesday ;)
Ahh next week is gonna be ace :D
Normal days Monday and Tuesday...
But a trip on wednesday...
And thursdays are always dead short ;D

Hurrah!

*yawn*
well im shattered...
And im only doing this blog because Wolf wanted me to yesterday. :L
www.scottysnippets.blogspot.com

Niiight loons ;)

Toodles!!

Lora :) xx

Supermassive Black Hole :)

Bonjour :)
Havent written to this in aaaages!! ;O
Aha..:P
How many days?
Hmm...
7 ;O LOL :D

Well it's been a really good half term :P
I am now ADDICTED to Muse :)
Supermassive Black Hole
Uprising
Hysteria
Plug In Baby
Guiding Light
LOVE THEM! :D

Annie came back to mine for a bit today :) she wanted a rattie cage as hers were fighting so i've lent her the hamster cagey :) aha.

So..half term..:)
Monday - Hmm...cant remember what i did! Hmm...:P
Tuesday - Went into Notts shopping with mutti :) she spilt my 7up cherry :/ and drank most of my milkshake! When i payed for it! And offered to buy her one!!! But she did buy me a blue hairbow and a blue sparkley beret :D then went to vati's, then he dropped me off at Lh's xD
Wednesday - I dont think me and Lh did a lot :L reckon that was the day we slept in til about 11ish and just lounged around til mutti picked us up to take us to Kirsty's :) then me, Lh and Kirsty all went round her dad's and met Ryan (Y) and played with her puppy :D sooo cute! Ryan is really funny :L and such a good sport seeing as we totally wrecked his bed! LOL! :D
Then Kirsty slept over mine with Lh :)
Thursday - Me, Lh and Kirst went into Derby for a spot of shopping :D was tres fun xD then we slept over mine again :P
Friday - Dragged our butts out of bed, cant actually remember what we did :L i dont think it was a lot tbh xD then slept over Lh's
Saturday - Finally got up at about 1.30pm :L LOL! Went back to mine and me, Lh and Bibbs had a funky sleepover :D
Sunday - Bibbs went early in the morning and we met Russ at Tescooo to drop Lh off. :(

It seems SO weird not seeing her everyday now! I miss her! And i only saw her yesterday!!! LOL! Seems like about Tuesday already xD hahaha. :P

Tonight Josh came round for teaaa :) i haven't seen him at all this week 'cause he went on holiday!! :( tut. C'est tres tres gai.

Hmm..tomo should be adequately boring me thinks :L
Got Farming and Livestock, IOLP, Ritaaaaa for Behaviour (i think) and Health.
But Becky's left now! :/ gahh.
Today was actually fairly good :) blodge was boring, obvs. :L
But Handling and Husbandry Theory was good because we held the ratties and mice :D
And a mad gerbil attacked me! LOL!!!

Have finished the assignment in for tomo so don't need to worry about it now :) wooo! :L aha.
But need to find a way to get it to college..hmm..i soooo need a memory stick!! D;

Right now chums :) i'm off me thinks. :D
Btw, all of you lot listen to Muse ;)
They are AWESOME!!!! :D

Toodles!!

Lora :) xx