fucking finally.

about time, it just took me ages to load this :o
ugh i have got evil back ache :(
bloody assignments.

well ive done pass for breeding and genetics.
so that's something, lol.
tho im going for distinction so ive asked for an extension til thursday.
hopefully i wont get a scad..i'd like to get ema next week tah...

i hope jee gets up to date with hers.

well...hmm...i dunno what to say.
its not gonna be a good night.
i dont want to talk to anyone again.
noone try and comfort me please.
leave me be.

though noone will read this tonight probably.
hmm.

bye xx

....

wow, its amazing how fast this feeling of emptyness returns after Lh is gone.
...hmm..2 more weeks, then another weekend of relief.
though saying that, it fades around jee too.

im scared of what might happen tonight.
i dont know.

jee was meant to sleepover but the sunday service for buses FAIL majorly.

hmmmm.
i might get some coco pops later.
theres enough for a teeny bowl.

x

blahhh

life's fun with Lh :)
i'd forgotten how much fun.
i like this blissfulness.
lets hope it lasts!

xx

....ow.

fucking love.

in other news, i came 5th in the grand national.


guess whats gonna happen with me tonight.
yey.

im trying to hold it together. head is lighter than a feather. looks like im not getting better not getting better.

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wednesday 7th april.

it's about ten to seven. mum's work friends will be round in an hour for tea.
i had sausages, mash and mushy peas.
the mushy peas tasted really weird and made me feel sick.

ive got cloudy lemonade ♥

my party's got a theme now.
animals.
that should be fun.

im gonna try and convince/persuade jee to let me borrow/rent one of the outfits she has.
i think she's going as a bee :)
that's bound to be attractive. ;)

it shall be good.
im looking forward to it.

trying to meet up with izzy tomorrow, seeing as my mum is going out for lunch.
i really wanna go see how to train your dragon.
was meant to go see it today but i overslept.

i was up until about 2am just staring at my notebook though.
i wanted to draw/write something, but i couldn't think of any inspiration.

i havent done a lot today really.
but it's been alright.

there's a weird mist next to me coming from the incense stick.
it looks creepy :)

my hair so needs washing.

im gonna end up spending all of tonight in my room..seeing as i cant really go on the pc while they're eating (my pc is in the dining room).
i so need a laptop.

mum's nagging at me for washing up badly.
yep.
never mind ey.

was looking at mum's camera today. found some old pics from last year i never uploaded. :L
made me smile.

♥ xx

we're flying high, you know how i feel.

its a new dawn its a new day its a new life, for me.
and im feeling good.

halloooo. cant remember when i last wrote in here?
didnt check.

so much has cracked off.
and settled back down.
for now at least.

billy talent - pins and needles.
lh told me to listen to it and the lyrics make a lot of sense tbh!

this whole thing with jon.
...
i dont even know.


saturday night was amazing. :) :)
i love nightclubbing :D :D :D

xx